Monday, August 11, 2014

long update

Sent 33 application through jobstreet
Got 1st interview, whole process was just so smooth until i couldn't believe it
Yes i got the offer, but then, i thought of my trip
I heard that during probation i couldn't take a leave
Not even unpaid leave, then i decided to turn it down.
Many were called to me and ask me to go for interview
But i kept reject on their interview invitation
A lot people saying that i am so stupid to reject such job offer because of a trip
Not only because i paid

Plenty reasons i have thought of
1st, i still hesitating with working life or MBA, yes, i got my result, the Gred was not i wish for, but at least i tried.
2nd, i wish to travel before i got myself into working life or MBA. it was my dream before i moving into next path.
3rd, i was too comfort with my safe zone til i am too afraid to move on.
4th, i'm rejecting the realistic world.

However i don't care what their perception on me
I decide my life

Working life a lot worse than study life
i don't know how to fight with it
Money is the worst temptation in the world
Many couldn't resist to stand for it
Including me

I'm so lazy to think of it
at first have to think and bless my safe trip to Korea
As many flight tragedy in this year

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