Yea i know it's been a while.
I'm still alive..
As working life goes, i didn't make a lot saving
In fact i spent a lot, and now i'm so freaking afraid of my commitment in future
Saving is a hard plan, i hold it carefully yet Money slips easily
Getting a property is not an easy work, i always wanted to own a house without anyone helps
Knowing my friends are owning a property, i feel so envy
Study still remain a plan, if i choose to study, then i wouldn't able to get money
I'm not a genius, i can't manage study and work at the same time
The only way is i choose either one of them.
Well, i'm still considering.
Work life is...i'm getting used to it, the peak, and off time.
As people said, don't donate yourself to a company
I know it, i know it
I've never been passion, been involve in any planning
But Whenever i thought of that trip, i feel alive
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It's such a strange feeling
I'm meeting to those who never know my past, but they know my present
I have my buddies, who know my past, my present
I am not popular, but i love hanging out
I appreciate those who still with me caused they know who i am
I'm not perfect, Sorry
I just hate of getting closer to anyone
Caused the more you getting closer, i'm just afraid of losing you
Most likely, i will build a wall to defense my fragile heart
I've been try before, And it's still hurting til now.
Well, in your life, you will always find someone you want them in your life
But somehow it's hard to work it out
So it's easy, to let them go, true friend will stay
