Dear me

I'm glad that i make a right decision to come over here
there is nothing better than what i really feel now
other than office job, i never been step into this multi-job
i know i was wrong, i learnt it on the side
But on the other side, seeing the ugly side of social world, it nuts me
what else?
fake and real
i don't know how to differentiate it now

Job

it is not a cool decision to make
it was all of sudden
to make a decision like this, there was no turning back
as previous post i stated that 1st time ever i'm leaving penang, heading to KL and Hatyai working
i found that, business world is totally complicated, it was different than schooling time
during school time, there was no worry. as long as i go for study that's it
this is not my 1st job, comparing to previous job, i learnt a lot, no matter working experience, everything is just my 1st time
although im tiring of this job, but, this is not an excuse for me
over protection is my weakness
but it's not late enough to overcome it
sometime, this job is just so stressful for me, i'm so afraid that i could not capable with this job
i have almost fall into give up but when i thinking of the reason i came and holding, i know, this is not a wrong decision
seriously i miss my friends, family, and dogs so much! what to do? hopefully i can cope with this hard job
alright, off to bed.
NIGHT