Time builds understanding but distance destroys it. That's why we are apart.

Your words are stabbing my heart..it's hurt

有些話

擱下ASSIGNMENT，其實我的進展比預期的還要慢
原本因為朋友回來，還做好打算四天趕完四題題目，還是算了吧
這兩個星期就因為死鬼的ASSIGNMENT搞到我黑眼圈快速的蔓延四周圍

至於你，我是很生氣你
我既想放棄，又不敢。
我心裡想要很多，但我偏偏不敢抓在手心，到時的重量又多了

我知道我的方向錯了，但是我喜歡和不一樣的你談天說笑
我知道我堅持下去是維持不久
所以，我開始慢慢的放開
我是應該為其他的“他”著想
是你的就是你的

Why i should?

You just keep silence

Within the whole week, without any news any conversation

Who am i to you?

I'm so disappointed, cause you just letting US walk away

I told you and i meant it

But you doubt it

I thought i have made myself clear

Fine, I know i should not hanging it for so long

May be i was thinking too much, i thought you would holding back

May be i was wrong

Never mind, i will not hold it anymore

选择吗？

没想到我做了一个选择

到现在我还得怀疑我做得对不对

算了

心淡了

算了

是我错了

aarrgh... not in the mood of chatting

truth is somehow ugly

有疑問

關心太多，是多餘的？

攤開赤裸裸的心，是錯的？

也許你會覺得多餘

但這是我應該要做的吧

把自己想的太堅強，把別人想得太軟弱

我相信每個人都有軟弱的一面

尤其是夜深人靜時，所有負面情緒都會一一爆發

我該不該建道牆

自我中心再重一些

自立些？

不滿

我看得出你是別有用心
但是講話能不能有點建設性
喜歡就離體，說個沒的有的

如果拍馬屁你就爽到，亂給分
你害到的將會是我們

我不會為了那麼一點分數和你很要好
如果你是個好老師，我一定尊重你
不是拍馬屁，也不是檫鞋

如果你覺得我很我行我素，那麼是你的問題
拜託，改改你教書方式
來證明是我的問題

Something bout me

Yet, we are still friend for now

Yes, that I'm still not ready for now, I don't know about future...

A Doubt, Hesitation, Grudge, Unwilling

Tear is something whereby you cannot explain your sadness and sorrow

It drop like that.. no more word, but it can tell that a person is crying

Since from Funeral i thought i would never see it again..

Somehow i was wrong..

I don't know how to console a person.. especially elders

So i keep quiet, walk away

I hope that they will accept the fact, face the truth and let the sorrow fade away

distance

wanted to shorten our distance

but..if fate wasn't me, then forcing also helpless

i appreciate everyone who walked in my life

i love those who still be with me, not matter what happened

i miss those who far apart from me.. especially you.. (i never told anyone about it)

i know distance has keep us away, knowing you is one of my best memory

it's hard to keep in touch again, cause.. almost 7 years we never ever talk with each other again

i hope you are doing fine..

this is not me

i was supposed to do my assignment

but...will start do it later i promise!

erm.. talking about yesterday i was keep thinking of something

something i could'nt deny that sometime i might very cool and not giving respond

but i'm trying to change this bad habit

雖然外表是毫不在意，但是我是真的很關心，很在意

隨便一句話，我也會非常看不開

有時候睡不好，很多時候都是這些原因而自討苦吃

我承認我愛玩，但是我還是有底線

我認真起來，其實我也蠻細心的 XD

haha

i can't stop laughing when it keeps reminding me

haha.. i know you wanted to help me

but.. looks weird when i wasn't in that respond you wish

i just calm down and keep smiling

nothing i can do right?

anyway,

thank you for helping me

i was too shy to do it