Thanks =)

Thanks God
For blessing me throughout the trip
It was tiring but fun!

Thanks for another opportunity
Yes i got a job offer
I got a job!

Thanks for the wishes
My convo is coming soon
Another new chapter in my life!

Thanks for those who stay with me
I glad to have my family and friend
A year and another year you guy never give up on me!

A Million Thanks!

flying soon

well i have told that i wanted to travel to a country in this year
yes my wish granted. but have to pay all on my own
still i think it's worth

i didn't aware time flies fast
until today, right now, i graduated and applying for a job

something pity is until now i couldn't get a job offer.
although my interview is just a few.

1st time stepping out of malaysia
i'm kind of worry
as many tragedies happened
but God bless
i will be safe.

see you korea, and goodbye malaysia.

=)

long update

Sent 33 application through jobstreet
Got 1st interview, whole process was just so smooth until i couldn't believe it
Yes i got the offer, but then, i thought of my trip
I heard that during probation i couldn't take a leave
Not even unpaid leave, then i decided to turn it down.
Many were called to me and ask me to go for interview
But i kept reject on their interview invitation
A lot people saying that i am so stupid to reject such job offer because of a trip
Not only because i paid

Plenty reasons i have thought of
1st, i still hesitating with working life or MBA, yes, i got my result, the Gred was not i wish for, but at least i tried.
2nd, i wish to travel before i got myself into working life or MBA. it was my dream before i moving into next path.
3rd, i was too comfort with my safe zone til i am too afraid to move on.
4th, i'm rejecting the realistic world.

However i don't care what their perception on me
I decide my life

Working life a lot worse than study life
i don't know how to fight with it
Money is the worst temptation in the world
Many couldn't resist to stand for it
Including me

I'm so lazy to think of it
at first have to think and bless my safe trip to Korea
As many flight tragedy in this year

Ended

three years of degree life has finally come to end

i don't know how to describe it

it just so unreal

that i still couldn't resist the fact which i am an adult and it's time looking for a permanent job

really it is the time

started to repay what i owe 

MBA or Working still undecidable

stop playing

parent can't wait

last sem?

looks like i need to clean up these spider webs here

report in my current situation

well, i having my last semester for my degree

all the way down to thesis, assignments and exam

i wish i could achieve more than that

it just seems like i am not so capable with

just settled my thesis, now moving on with my two assignments

i wish to motivate myself, grumbling to myself that this is last sem, i should have work hard for it

i don't care how those strange eyes look at me

i just wish my work done on time not in time and aim for the quality

what i mean for the quality is second upper, erm.. 1st class? no more. i couldn't do it.

time change people, no doubt with it. or may be i never truly understand a person

people change, i can't operate my mind to refresh it again with much more disappointment

i afraid of farewell. yea, i know every time it has to be farewell.

it's okie, i can live with that, but i can't expose my true feeling.

i know how the game played, after a few years, we might contact, or we might not

two options but it needs both party to join this game, it needs commitment.

kind of hard to survive in this game, either you still alright, or you sad to hell

i always fight for it, i live in reality instead of dreaming

couldn't stand a friend of mine often late for assignment submission due date

worst to the worst, even late for the thesis submission deadline

most hilarious thing is, my friend could even scold own-self for the late

actually the fact is he/she often delay the work, unwilling to do it and expect someone to help

helo, it's your own business, and even if people help you, please don't take it for granted

you are spoiling your own image.

and when the submission, he/she even lied to lecturer saying that he/she late because he/she works part-time.

the fact is, he/she doesn't work.

yea, i could not stand of this person.

whatever

fine, now continue my assignment. gonna finish it 1st.

no feel

my heart is getting cooler
i'm sorry in advanced
i can't feel the heat anymore
who did this?
urghh..

2014

am i late for posting Happy New Year?
Sorry, i was putting too much time on my studies (which i hardly recognise myself)
I wasn't hardworking in study. just wanna try my best since it might be my final year to study.
After study will head to work soon.

Bought a flight to Korea which i promised myself that i wanna travel to a foreign country
Well my wish is granted. =)
But not as happy as i wish. Cause i bought the ticket on my exam day, it wasn't so surprising but tiring and sad

Had three papers on my last week.
Taxation, i think i would hang in between pass and fail
Strategic, might pass. I was aiming for bit higher grade. but after that day i need to down grade.
Advanced Financial reporting, yea, quite confidence with it. But not sure with the result.

Now i have to start writing my thesis.
Starting always the hardest right?
So i am just hanging. But will pass up my chapter 1 before CNY. (a promise to myself)

Shall i make a few promise to myself in 2014?
1. Try my very best to study last semester.
2. Take care of my health.
3. Work hardly.
4. Play hardly.
5. Social around.
6. Save money for next year travel with my family? Shall i?
7. Get a man. (may i?)

and wishing people around me will stay happy and healthy always.

As to love and relationship
i admit that i'm not good in handling this
but, sometime i wished that You would talk to me
I've been thinking of restarting over again. But seem like no chance.
I hurt You a lot. Yes i did.

May be people around me is getting one, and cause me wish to get a man faster.
Well i really didn't appreciate what you did to me.
My stupidity is so....
Whatever i wanted to tell You is too late right?
I decided to hide the real feeling.

Thank you 2013, and welcome 2014.