Monday, November 4, 2013

i screw it up myself at the end

i know i should have put it down
but it still early to put it down right?
being four months plus together but i am so tired
i feel like i'm losing myself because what you gonna asking me to do is more than i can do for you
it's kind of heartbreaking when i had to say something that i have to let it go
after breaking up i return to single life.

i am regret because you been hell good to me
i am selfish and i wanted to be the priority
i'm in recovery stage and emotion isn't so easy to control
i am pretend to be a strong girl
is my heart being ok after these? i'm not
it was not easy to say those "let's break up"
i can feel my heart is itchy and hurt
it is painful

was it worth to let it go?
well he is really does love me
kinda unable to adopt to less messaging life
but life still goes on right?

well i'll be fine.

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